Hey.

Hi guys.
I've not been blogging for the past 3 years. My last post was before i enrolled into Swinburne. Now i'm back here blogging again is because sometimes i just really have a lot to tell but i could tell no one. So its better to blog the shit out and no one will judge anything.

Life's been complicated in the past 3 years. Things changed and so do the people around me and friendships.
I've met a lot of new people and also lost contact with some of the people that i used to hang around.
One thing that never changed is me and my boyfriend. We're still together and as happy as in the past 3 years. And fyi our 4th year anniversary is coming soon and i'm kinda excited about it. Teehee :)

So why am i blogging again. I just feel really stressed out today. About everything happening around me now. It's like most of it is bothering me hell lot. From studies, workings, relationships, family to money. Everything has a problem lying underneath. And i definitely don't have enough time for everything that's why i'm complaining here.

It's the second semester of my degree year 2. What i can say is getting a degree is completely not easy and some more i'm taking a double major course. Crazily heavy workload of assignments and exams, and depressing lecturers that driving me crazy cause i'm not one of those smart ass that can understand everything without lecturers telling me what to do. I'm just... feeling really stressful for this semester. I can't imagine how would it be like for my final year. And i'm not even sure whether i'm liking what i'm studying or not.

I can't tell anyone else because no one give a damn about it. They can't help even if i tell them. I just need strenghts to continue what i'm doing. I don't need comforts or anything. All i can do now is blog the shit out of me and get back to my fucking finance notes.

Oh well... enough of typing.. I should go back to reality and face the real thing now. Just hang in there and i will and i can fucking pass this semester with good results!!!! NOT JUST PASSED, I WILL PASS WITH GOOD GRADES!!

You have my words.