Hey.

Hi guys.
I've not been blogging for the past 3 years. My last post was before i enrolled into Swinburne. Now i'm back here blogging again is because sometimes i just really have a lot to tell but i could tell no one. So its better to blog the shit out and no one will judge anything.

Life's been complicated in the past 3 years. Things changed and so do the people around me and friendships.
I've met a lot of new people and also lost contact with some of the people that i used to hang around.
One thing that never changed is me and my boyfriend. We're still together and as happy as in the past 3 years. And fyi our 4th year anniversary is coming soon and i'm kinda excited about it. Teehee :)

So why am i blogging again. I just feel really stressed out today. About everything happening around me now. It's like most of it is bothering me hell lot. From studies, workings, relationships, family to money. Everything has a problem lying underneath. And i definitely don't have enough time for everything that's why i'm complaining here.

It's the second semester of my degree year 2. What i can say is getting a degree is completely not easy and some more i'm taking a double major course. Crazily heavy workload of assignments and exams, and depressing lecturers that driving me crazy cause i'm not one of those smart ass that can understand everything without lecturers telling me what to do. I'm just... feeling really stressful for this semester. I can't imagine how would it be like for my final year. And i'm not even sure whether i'm liking what i'm studying or not.

I can't tell anyone else because no one give a damn about it. They can't help even if i tell them. I just need strenghts to continue what i'm doing. I don't need comforts or anything. All i can do now is blog the shit out of me and get back to my fucking finance notes.

Oh well... enough of typing.. I should go back to reality and face the real thing now. Just hang in there and i will and i can fucking pass this semester with good results!!!! NOT JUST PASSED, I WILL PASS WITH GOOD GRADES!!

You have my words.

Revive .

It's been a long time that i didnt update my blog. And my blog is now revived. :')

Ok let's blog about what i've been doing doing all this while.

Very first thing, secondary school's life has ended. The previous post is still about spm. And now it's over. Lol. I was staying at home to enjoy my holidays after spm. Eat, sleep, online and out for dates. And i got selected for NS. But sadly i'm not selected in the first batch. So on 3rd of January 2011, i went to civic centre to join the first batch NS people because i'm planning to enroll March intake at Swinburne. The boyfriend wanted to go with me too. but at last the NS ppl dont accept me. So we both went home. Since we're not going anymore, so the boyfriend went to work for the next day. Therefore, i came home and unpacked my stuffs. -____-

Then, i continue to enjoy my holidays lo. I didnt look for any full time job after the very terrible working experience at SUB during form 4 holidays. It was like a hell seriously.

But a week before cny, aunty asked me to work as a promoter for her company for a week. And i agreed with it cause it was too bored at home since the boyfriend started to work at the dad's company.

Cny got nothing special.

After cny, i start giving tuition at home. Tuition classes are on every monday, wednesday and friday noon.

And today, the little girls skipped class. So i got nothing to do again. That's why i'm here blogging. Lol.

Finally got the news that spm results is going to out on 23rd of March. I'm not really looking forward for my results cause i know i screwed up most of the papers. -___- Just hope that my results can satisfy the uni's requirements.

I just started my driving lessons. Seriously its fun. looking forward to the next driving lesson. heeeh :')

I guess thats all for now.

stay tune :p

Someone named JOE, please get out of my life.

That'll make my life easier. 

I HATE YOU VERY MUCH.

Thank you for your coorperation.

=)

My foster brother, Jerome Ho. lol Ah kor jia you in your exam!! :)

Today is like one of the best day in my life.

I dont know why i feel like this.

30th November 2009, unforgettable.

♥

i think i'm falling for you :)

"Fallin' For You"

I don't know but...
I think I maybe
fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
keep this to myself

Waiting 'til I..
know you better
I am trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling..
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my..time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my.. life
and now i found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm falling for you...
I'm falling for you...

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
and we start to dance

All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's juusst
you and me

I'm trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling...
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my.. time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my.. life
And now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

Ooh, I just can't take it..
My heart is racing..
Emotions keep spinning out...

I've been spending all my.. time
just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my..life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

Ooohhh
Ooh no no
Oooooohhhhh

Oooh, I'm falling' for ya

Yes i'm back. lol

I telah mengetepikan my blog for about 3 weeks uh. I was having my final exam ma. I'm not allow to online during exam weeks you know. Can online also don know what to update on my blog. During exam weeks my mind only got mitosis, kerajaan agraria, kepercayaan kepada tuhan those things. Really cant think of anything to update. lol

And now, i'm here blah-ing. Today is our so call last day of exam. Cause tomoro test fui subject. No mood wan study anymore also. I'm already in my holiday mood. lol

Yesterday evening, i was sleeping like what i don know. lol Dad woke me up. I saw him holding a phone and say its for me. I tot i was dreaming gok. haha But in real life dad really got me a new phone, N95. China phone though. But still, thank you and i love you, dad! Lol

My cert. FINALLY got it. The competition was on April and now is already Sept.
Now then i got my cert
-.-''